...You have to say the colours to yourself, count the colours as they flicker and flash, keep count, make sure you keep count because you have been told to, you have been told to say the colours you see, you have been told to count the flashes, you have been told you must not lose count, because good little girls do as they are told, good little girls don't ask questions and you do so want to be a good little girl, a good little girl has no need to think for herself, she does as she is told, wears what she is told, no need to think, no need for choices, no need for decisions, choices and decisions are difficult, worrying, you know you have always found choosing difficult, you can never make up your and whichever decision you make seems always to be the wrong one, that is why you have so very little confidence, because you are such a very little girl and very little girls, very little good girls have grown ups to tell them what to do, to tell them what to wear...
...There - I usualy leave her as she is now for around twenty to thirty minute minutes. The tasks I have set her totaly occupy her concious mind while leaving her subconsious wide open to suggestion. At this moment for all intents and purposes she is practically mindless. We can go and have a coffee and I'll continue the indoctrination when we return. I usualy put her through two sessions per day, once first thing upon rising, and once before bed
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