Sometimes you stumble
across a perfectly innocent scenario. Then the little demons that
live in the imaginative subconscious kick in. An old background
created for by the stalwart of 3D computer art, Angela Fox, (for the
long-delayed, still to be completed, INSTITUTIONALISED comic-book
project) happens to be at hand, and it just so happens that yours
truly - while working on an image for and on behalf of Roger Benson
yesterday and last night- had reason to assemble a new speech
bubble... And it all just comes together.
I have to admit that
like so much I have put out on my blogs of late, this has VERY little
to do with the early sections of the - multi--part - book I am
working on in its present incarnation, which does not, in its early
stages at least, have much to do with any kind of institutional
scenario. But it does make one think of what just might be plausible
within the context - and under the auspices of - one of those early
experimental psychology studies undertaken back in the days before ethics committees
had much sway.
The imagery that has imerged also explores an
interest I have held for some time within the context of CP /
discipline writing, that being the concept of having the subject
submit to the strap or the cane in preference to something far worse
and yet not necessarily involving PHYSICAL discomfort, and perhaps
actually quite subtle, to the point of not even actually being
perceived as punishment as such... to begin with! In this case
that less-preferable or less-tolerable option is also that self-same
factor responsible for the subject buckling under the pressure to
conform to the protocols or stipulations surrounding her residency.
Here it is simply a well thought out régime of carefully planned
boredom, petty rules and tedious rituals – all underlined by
scrupulous isolation.
Perhaps she is told, submit to the strap or cane, or spend a few hours practicing your penmanship. She chooses the latter, but alas her work, once inspected, fails. "Try again." A few more hours. Fail. What sounded like the better alternative becomes a living hell of fourteen hour days of repetitive, punitive writing, more added daily as each pile of paper is rejected once again.
ReplyDeleteWell, if she have to choose between two punishments, the right answer should be: "Both of them"! :-D
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